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Sunday, November 27, 2005
Shred me up when november ends
hi kiddos.. long time no blog eh.. much has happened since the last post..well, im in a state of depression now..
why is this happening to me? i really cant go on like this..
i cannot say who, coz gossips will start flying around like migratory birds..
but if i keep it to myself, can i handle it?
can i handle the feeling? that i cannot tell the person, in fear of causing trouble?
argh..
im such a loser
im such a failure
im such an idiot
im such a freak
im such a let down
im a goner
get me? imma goner..
imma idiofailosefreakoletdown..
HAHAHA
it's just that.. i cannot bring myself to say a thing.. whenever i think of it, whenever the person looks away.. i can feel my heart sink.. i just cant get near enough..
someone spare me this suffering
shred me up when november ends